entry #4
Eight days after my bike accident, my body gave me a new challenge. My elbow, already hurt, swelled up as if it had its own story to tell. The pain became a constant part of my day, a nagging reminder I couldn’t ignore. I sent photos of it to Roney, and his calm but firm advice was to see an orthopedist. Now, here I am with my right arm in a plaster cast—stuck with it for 21 days as it heals. The doctor said this temporary discomfort would save me from bigger problems later, and I reluctantly agreed.
I’m slowly learning to use my left hand for everything. It’s not easy—I struggle and adjust—but I’m not doing it alone. The love and care I’ve received have been overwhelming. Friends, family, and kind-hearted people have surrounded me with support, bringing flowers, food, and endless encouragement. In the middle of all this pain, I feel deeply grateful.
To each of you, I owe more than words can express. But let me try.
Ammu: Each morning, you are my first thought. Your calls throughout the day, filled with love, advice, and endless questions, keep me anchored.
Zaber: For 24 years, you have been my rock, the brother my soul always yearned for. In every crisis, you rise, a silent force of calm and action. From hospital runs to arranging every little thing I could need, you’ve left no stone unturned. My gratitude for you is endless, as is my awe. What did I do to deserve you?
Shamma: Sister not by blood, but by heart. Every day since my accident, your food has arrived like hidden treasures, nourishing not just my body but my spirit. Your constant check-ins are a reminder that love, in its purest form, is tireless and unwavering.
Lena Apa: In you, I have found the sister I never had. You are there, always, with advice, with solace, with unshakable presence. And Through you, even your family—your mum and Lisa—have touched my life with their kindness. Their homemade meals have been a quiet testament to your shared generosity.
Roney: Distance means little when hearts are bound as ours are. You are my brother in every sense that matters, Your calm presence and medical guidance have been a balm for my restless spirit. With Zaber and Jubo, you’ve formed an unbreakable trio in my life, an unshakable refuge.
Noureen: Two years—how can it be only two years? You are my soul’s mirror, my confidante. Your visit, along with Nasser, filled my heart with warmth and reminded me that I’m not alone in this. Love you so much!
Shahirah: You are light incarnate, a beam of joy piercing through my clouds. Though time of our friendship has been brief, your impact has been boundless. I am endlessly grateful for your love and friendship.
Annika: Even when life tested our bond, you have shown up, time and again, with open arms and a heart full of gold. To have you beside me, even as you juggled your own commitments, is a gift I treasure deeply.
Tahsin: You are like a shooting star—rare, fleeting in our encounters, but unforgettable. Your gift, a basket of comfort and care, was a reminder of the beauty of thoughtfulness. Love you forever!
Mahdi: Even in your own sickness, you’ve been there for me, anticipating my smallest needs and meeting them with a lot of enthusiasm. Your presence, thoughtfulness, and generosity are things I’ll never forget. Big hug!
Prince: Soon, you’ll leave for higher study, and the thought aches. But until then, your visits, your kindness, your unwavering support with my book business, are engraved into my heart.
Emran: My little brother at work, your thoughtfulness carries the weight of a thousand acts of kindness. Thank you for standing by me, always.
Laltu Bhai: You came, arms full of food, as though trying to feed my broken spirit as much as my body. Your visit was a light in my darkest hours.
Tasaffy & Brinta: You brought breakfast and laughter, cleaning apples and clutter alike. Your warmth filled the hollow spaces of my home and heart.
Reyan: Though duty kept you away, your daily messages or calls wrapped around me like an invisible embrace. Thank you for never letting me feel forgotten.
Labib: Your visit, the shared pizza, and our conversations were simple but carried immense weight in lifting my spirits.
Tilottama: Since 2015, you’ve been my guiding light. Even from afar, your voice has reached through the screen, pulling me out of despair and restoring a sense of hope. You’ve brought immeasurable meaning and joy to my life.
Ismail Bhai: Your texts, filled with love and prayers, have been a lifeline during this difficult time.
Peash: Thank you for coming every other day, patiently tolerating my tantrums with a warm smile, and helping me bathe. I’ll always cherish your kindness—you’re truly the best caregiver!
Special Mention: Samira, your bouquet arrived as a whisper of beauty amidst chaos. Your thoughtfulness left a deep imprint on my heart.
And to the countless others—Hasim, Saba, Maliha, Tania, Maisha, Imrann, Roshni, Nazia, Shareen, AB, MiltonDa, Mim, Russell Bhai, Bilal, Alamgir Bhai, Fuad & Naushad—you have my eternal gratitude. Your calls, visits, and small acts of kindness are woven into the fabric of my recovery.
May Allah repay each of you in blessings a hundredfold. You are my people, my sanctuary, my light in the dark.
18.12.2024